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Tuesday, August 31, 2010 | 12:46 AM

寒風經過院子裡的枝椏 
也冷卻了我手中的鮮花





| 12:39 AM
望着你 
慢慢忘记你,
                 如果再重来 
 会不会稍嫌狼狈
 爱是不是不开口才珍贵  
再给我两分钟

 让我把记忆结成冰
  别融化了眼泪

 你妆都花了要我怎么记得

 记得你叫我忘了吧 

 记得你叫我忘了吧
  你说你会哭 
 不是因为在乎






lunch at pizza hut :D
Sunday, August 29, 2010 | 5:43 PM

currently at pizza hut! new jj's :D
can onlineeeeee. wahahhaaha






YEAH!
Thursday, August 26, 2010 | 7:19 PM


lalalalalaaaaa


I'm in lurveeeeeeeee with...




















.....




THIS!!!
yeaaahhh babeeyy





| 7:10 PM
!

!!!

  no way.

I've got FOURTY-ONE DOCUMENTS TO TYPE. 

Teacher, why are you being so unfair to meeeeeee? i mean, us! :D

I was going to type and... my friend called me to take a look at those...
oh-my-gawwwwddd-freakin-prettaayy-clothes!

I WAS EFFIN DISTRACTED WITH IT!
as usual :P

no! nooooooooo! must NOT LOOK! NO NO NOOOOOOOO!!!! 

HAHAHA! 








家人
Sunday, August 22, 2010 | 12:35 AM

why? why you said i'm the cause of every prob in home? you say, i'm the one who made our family nt happy, who you think you are. i didnt do anythin, i jus wanted to on the tv. then you don hav to shout at me, literally screamed at me! i also hav feelings. you everyday boss me around yet you stil can tel dad tht why you must giv way to the younger ones. wtf you talkin. im the idiot who everyday follow your orders when you everyday ugut to hit me. wei xie wo. you slapped me, hit me before. i wil never forget the pain. you everyday jiang hua hen xiang bu shuang wo men mei yi ke. jus bcause you never get to go uk and study, you think our family like others? so fuckin rich? jus bcos dad gave you opportunity to go taylor's and not mmu? excuse me la. dad giv you opportunity to study taylor's is very good edi okay. now you wanna go uk? then i no need study d la? i also need to study wan know. you everyday just only know how to say i no manners. you think you got manners? i jus scold joon stupid only ma. ntg one. ya ya everthin i wrong. all also i wrong! talk also wrong. wanna watch tv also wrong. don wanna go tuition bcos i havin stomache and fever and headache also wrong! you all correct! all mus listen to you! i mix with who my pasal la. everday tel dad the frens i mixed all is wrong de ppl. ya your fuckin boyfren is the best la. fuckin not handsome. whatever man. ccb. who you think you are, judge me. ma de. i don care who will read this post. if you happen to read this, you hav no rights to say anythin bcos this is my blog. not facebook. i don even wanna add you at fb. fuck you. from young til now, you only noe how to make my life miserable. you only think for yourself. even mom said so! you fuckin SELFISH. you only tink how you going to go uk. your A levels result damn ciplak. got D somemore. can go? laowe. eat shit u. and everybody always call me to be patient. sayin no matter how you're my family member. but this time.. you too over d. you've crossed the line. i reli CURSE YOU TO HELL! WO HEN NI!!!!!!!!!! yong yuan dou hui. you made everyone nt happy. you think everyone like u? being so selfish! i guess your boyfren also beh tahan u. have you ever had a best fren who stays by ur side whenever u nid someone? guess u don have bfore! bcos of u, im not happy everyday. i hate u!!! ma de!!!!!! i swear you wil never be happy. you only noe how to curse me. i'm only 16. SO WHAT. don't mess with me... cos i won be the lil kid who confront everythin infront of you anymore. you'll get to feel it, bcos whatever i do frm now onwards, its all behind your back. watch your back. im no longer a kid. you better watch what you say.





Saturday, August 21, 2010 | 5:23 PM

it happened again and again=.=
waitin for your reply, then i check my phone again,
guess what?

"sending to 016........ has failed."

LMAO.







| 5:12 PM
Don't know why
I'm surrounded every lonely day
When there's got to be no chance for me
My life will end and it doesn't matter how I cry
My tears now are a waste of time
If I turn away am I strong enough to see it through
Go crazy is what I'll do
If I can't have you I don't want nobody baby
If I can't have you oh
If I can't have you I don't want nobody baby
Can't let go
And it doesn't matter how I try
I gave it all so easily To you my love
To dreams that never will come true
My tears now are a waste of time
If I turn away am I strong enough to see it through
Go crazy is what I'll do
If I can't have you I don't want nobody baby
If I can't have you oh
If I can't have you no oh yeaaah
If I can't have you I don't want nobody
If I can't have you oh
If I can't have you oh
Am I strong enough to see it through
If I can't have you





| 5:06 PM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A1sRZDMVOkc&feature=related


There was a time
When I was so broken hearted
Love wasn't much of a friend of mine
The tables have turned, yeah
'Cause me and them ways have parted
That kind of love was the killin' kind
Yeah
All I want is someone I can't resist
I know all I need to know by the way that I got kissed

I was cryin' when I met you
Now I'm tryin' to forget you
Love is sweet misery
I was cryin' just to get you
Now I'm dyin' cause I let you
Do what you do - down on me
Baby
'Cause what you got inside

Ain't where your love should stay
Yeah, our love, sweet love, ain't love
If you give your heart away

I was cryin' when I met you
Now I'm tryin' to forget you
Your love is sweet misery
I was cryin' just to get you
Now I'm dyin' just to let you
Do what you do what you do down to me,
Baby, baby, baby

I was cryin' when I met you
Now I'm tryin' to forget you
Your love is sweet misery
I was cryin' just to get you
Now I'm dyin' just to let you
Do what you do what you do down to me,
Baby, baby, baby








Thursday, August 19, 2010 | 11:47 PM

surprise of the day,
why did you stopped by just to say hi?
=)





| 11:20 PM
today's quite of A DAY.
=)

was supposed to go lim teh with emily and phebe,
but end up they fly me a BIG BIG AEROPLANEEEEEE!  :'(
guess what?
I waited outside of my school for like, one hour ==
greattttttttt.
luckily, my friends passed by and joke with me. filled me with their sampatness == LOL.
more worst, my best friend came over and made me laugh like hellllllll :D
well. worser, i have to walk to dp myself. since I was SO GOOD tht today that I dont wanna bring phone to sch cause I dislike the feelin of GUILT @@

oh yeah, I walked to dp feelin so devastated, shit.
I bought a dress from Lovely Farm =)

It looks just perfectly, GREAT :D
I it !

oh yeah, came back home and slept like a pig.
hehehe :P
seriously, had imsonia for like, weeks?
Things have finally slowed down and let me catch up.
I'm happy today =)





Saturday, August 14, 2010 | 10:31 PM

为什么? 
我试图否认,你还是我的... 
但是..
.我不能再继续... 
我爱你太多... 
太多了... 
你说你要我留下来...
 但你是在与他人的关系... 
你甚至与她过夜...吻她... 拥抱她...给她的温暖...你应该给我...我太受伤。你不会后悔... 
我不会再拿起你的电话...我生病的一切... 
你说你爱我...但一切原来是一个谎言已经...你说的一切都是假的前面....但越是假,就越会成为现实..伤害,总是存在的...没有人能够治愈它... 但你...但我让你走了...我不能把它...再见.....





it's too late
Thursday, August 12, 2010 | 10:17 PM

i need you like a heartbeat :'(





| 9:42 PM
I am done, smoking gun
We've lost it all, the love is gone
She has won, now it's no fun
We've lost it all, the love is gone

And we had magic
And this is tragic
You couldn't keep your hands to yourself

I feel like our world's been infected
And somehow you left me neglected
We've found our lives been changed
Babe, you lost me

And we tried, oh how we cried
We lost ourselves, the love has died
And though we tried you can't deny
We're left as shells, we lost the fight

And we had magic
And this is tragic
You couldn't keep your hands to yourself

I feel like our world's been infected
And somehow you left me neglected
We've found our lives been changed
Babe, you lost me

Now I know you're sorry and we were sweet
But you chose lust when you deceived me
And you'll regret it, but it's too late
How can I ever trust you again?

I feel like our world's been infected
And somehow you left me neglected
We've found our lives been changed
Babe, you lost me

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9XjZ5KhBCrI





Tuesday, August 10, 2010 | 11:17 PM

每次我弹钢琴,我将发挥我的歌为你打...你还记得吗?你还记得我吗??





| 11:15 PM
现在,我只能感到我的心已经麻木...您仍然关心,但你说你会开始爱她...为什么?我不是她的与众不同之处?她只是一个怪胎。白痴,但愚蠢的女孩。她说,你就是她的一切...我不相信!现在,剩下的只有我一个脆弱的心...打破...没有可以固定...及其对我来说很难去相信爱一次。谁将会为我一个奇迹?因为你,我偏离太远从侧面行走,为安全起见留...你说,许多人破坏你,但为什么?一切发生的一个原因... ...什么是爱呢?





wadafak
Friday, August 6, 2010 | 6:05 PM

WHY? whyyyy?? WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wei shen  me ni yao li kai!
baby, i would love to get over you cause you already left,
you went missin when I'm dreamin of you ~
If I had you, I would jump sky high.
WOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHH !
durin the day, I look like how I'm supposed to be.
But everytime I tryna slp, its DIFFERENT.
baby baby, i hug the teddy bear you gave me every night ~

Tears.
are the only expression and defination . 

you just wouldn't understand when I say ,
I LOVE YOU SO VERY MUCH, 
you're my life </3

but
NOW,
the word IMPOSSIBLE came to ma mind,

yes, finally it came.
AS IF i want it!

yeah, I just realized my BEST FRIEND FOREVER is jealous of everythin i have.
my friends, my fame, my jovialness? the way i talk? the effort i put into everythin I do?!
she's a STUCKED UP BIATCH.
total SORE LOSSERRRRRR.

ONE statement.
YOU, the stucked up, well screwed up girl,
STOP LIVING IN YOUR OWN LIES.
YOU SUCK!

_______________________________________

I can't feel my heart no more.
I once said,
I don't mind... I'm not terrified... I'm not scared of you... I just want your LOVE...
I don't mind of gettin hurt...


sorry, I'm hurt till I'm NUMB!

Can't feel what the feelin of hurt nymore.
I'm takin a break from heartbreakers.

Eventually,
I'd become ONE. 
gratz to all who have been lying to me.
wait till KARMA turns around and bite YOU!





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