L-O-V-E?
AH!
I WANT ANG POW!!!
all i want is MONEY. wtf HAHA
*forget that*
I WANT DOMOKUN!
ivy i want domokun!!!
eh don wan ivy give la.
BABYYYY I WANT DOMOKUN!
go dp find!!! so many, you dare to say dont have or cannot find, i'll chop off your head! oops =P
wheeeeeeeeeeee heh heh heh...
valentine's day is coming.. hohohoho
cny is coming.. hohohohohohohoooooooo
P/S : I can't believe you wanna share celebrating vday with me. sampat. save money? HAHAHA ROFL la wei.
crapssss
pigu bugi
bububuuuuuuuuu
boooooooooooboooo
boooooooooooooo
bleeeeeeee
bleeeeeeeeee
bleh!
bluuuuuu
blaaaaaaaaa
blibbbbbbb
blobbbbbbb
buuuuuuuuuu
P/S ; I'm boredd and
I MISS YOU BABY <3
P.P.S :
I hope you'll give me surprise again! :D
ALOHA 2010
aka
ALOOOOOOOOOHAAA!
chemis, physics, add maths -___-
AH i'm back in IJC again!
Good also tho.
'Cause I'll be missin ivy, delea, my lil' godsis and more. hahah :D
I think I'll stay hiatus and kind of invisible this year . . .
Don't feel like havin so much activities anymore.
Heck,
add maths add maths! psychotically crazy effin twistin!
omgomgomg!
eeeeeeeeeeeeeekkkkkk
TOMORROW is the last day of 2009!
I'm kinda anxious and wondering what would my 2010 year would be like?
During my 2009 year,
January?
I had quite some time suffocating with the teachers of form 3. LOLLLL.
was worried cos i didn't studied yet :P
February?
I don't really remember...
OH! stupid blind date for valentine's wtf
And i went to thailand, yeah.
March?
Oopssayy i totally forgot.
April?
same. forgotten.
May?
-__________-
June?
Heck, i forgot!
Oh now i remembered! This was the stupidest month i should say. Meetin some losers who twisted my life until 2 weeks ago then they stopped coz i screwed them!!
LOLLL nyahahahah! :D
July?
wth i forgotttttt -_______-
August?
I don't know. -___________________________-
September?
SIGH. this was the month i became emotional. LOL.
and my birthday was celebrated with all my godsis! well, almost all.
October?
damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn PMR.
[ i hate my result omfg ]
November?
HOLIDAYSSSSSSS!
i spent money like a shopaholic @.@
and i think i went out everyday?
Oh, and i entered the uhhh.. LCC! :D
December!
december is coming to an end! i had lotsa fun this month.
Lookin forward to 2010 to enjoy my life better :D
too much to post about LOL >.<
a very big HELLO!!!
(:
OMG seriously,
i have
TOO MUCH to post about.
erm erm erm erm . . .
* Mhs Graduation Night
* I-Night
* Outings?
* Christmas Eve
* Err... My thoughts? [ nahh. its boring. haha]
* And PMR result day -.-
I totally hate my result.
not dislike but hate!
gonna post many pictures up. but lazy la wei. HAHA
AND!
Merry Xmas && Happy Birthday to my childhood friend, MANDY OOI!
happy sweet 15th.
hope everything will turn out fine for you!
LOVE YA ALOT! (:
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Hmm..
i went to mhs graduation night.
and installation night too.
will update bout that later.
sibeh no mood la weii now.. .
yeah i'm anxious for my result.
but now,
feel so moodless.
feeling neutral.
don't understand certain stuffs.
not anxious anymore.
I am in a peace state of mind now!
awhh i just wanna relaxxxx and chillaxxxxxx
i♥youbaby,
i'm lovin critical levels :P
I LOVE my criminal.
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I looked so 'qian da'
:D
Don't you feel like slappin me? :P
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Awwhh
walk, walk, fashion baby,
work it, move that bitch, crazzayyy
I want your love, and i want your revenge.
I'm in a bad romance
:P
love can conquer whatever it might takes
now's 3.13 a.m
today is 13 dec 2009.
It should be a happy day.
but it turned out to be the day i've always wanted to avoid the most
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I don't know what is happening to me anymore.
callin ivy in the middle of the night to calm myself and stop my tears from flowing.
luckily she's not like other ppl.
luckily she's not that type of ppl that see me as emo and crazy
i'm not crazy.
i just want things to be alright.
i just want things to be back to normal.
is that too much to ask for?
is that too much?
I won't take sleeping pills anymore as i promised you, wh, reuben, ys, ivy and aaron edi
to whoever who are reading this,
i don't care how
you look at me.
this is what i feel.
this is my blog.
yes i'm emotional at times because i'm human.
i'm not like other ppl who have perfect lives.
i'm not like other ppl who have so many ppl to count on even when they're just a lil sad.
i'm not self pitying.
i'm just explaining the fact.
now, i even think i'm crazy d.
if only i can write chinese,
i would have written all these in chinese to explain my feelings clearer and better.
maybe i have a bad temper.
yeah i do but i've always tried to control it since i love you
i've tried many ways.
uncountable ways to change myself to a better person for you
but you said you're not good enough for me.
why?
i thought you said "
perfect born in lover's eyes "
if you love someone,
the imperfect person may look totally perfect for you because you love them.
is love a very hard feeling to accept ma?
i thought love is kind and caring.
you said you take promises seriously and will never break them
now you're saying you're sorry and you've decided to break them
if you knew this was going to happen,
i hope you wouldn't give me such high hopes till i can't see what's infront of me besides you
everyone may call me a dumbass for loving a person i should not love.
but sorry to everyone, i chose to love this person.
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today,
before you came,
i talked to a new friend i made today.
i asked her
" Whoa, you're quite old already. Don't you have a boyfriend? "
She shooked her head.
" Nah. I don't feel like having one. Haha. I used to have one last time. We spent every single day together.
We were classmates. During school hours, we hang out everywhere together. After school, he'll come over to my place and we'll have lunch together and do homework till around 10 to 11 pm only he'll go back "
me?*shocked*
" Wow, then why isn't he with you now? "
her
" Well, he kinda dumped me. Maybe because I didn't really give him some space "
Then I told her,
"
Its alright to love someone but we're having our own life too. Example, you have a interest in dancing. But he complained that you didn't really spent time with him. So, you let go your career and give all your time to him. But one day, he suddenly break off with you. And. you're done. Hmmm.. I wouldn't want that to happen to me. Altho I said that love should not affect our lives but I can't deny it wouldn't affect mine. Maybe I gave my love to the max "
Yes, we're too young for love.
Yes, we're too immature to stable our relationship
Yes, we're too young to think about all these
Yes, we're childish and may frequently fight.
That might hurt ourself in the end.
but i don't care.
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And I thought maybe my sis would understand me.
She said that what she's doing is all just for my own good.
Yes, i trust that but,
I have feelings too.
Actually i'm weaker than i look.
And I actually thought at last everything started to be alright.
From the beginning i typed this post,
my tears never stop flowing.
Since 1 i already started.
This feeling is ain't no different than the feeling which we call ;
disappointed.
weird cravings
recently,
i have weird cravings in the middle of the night! @.@!
OMGG
suddenly,
the smell of KFC came out,
suddenly,
the smell of kimchi came out,
or maybe,
sushi?
or maybe ice cream?
or maybe the smell of i dont know what but it smells nice.
HAHA!
once,
i controlled myself to NOT enter KFC.
but..........
haha.
cannot la.
MUST enter.
when i finally bought what i wanted,
i was SMILING TO MYSELF wth
didnt knew that food can make me happy too. hehe